Posted on 31 Aug 2010 by Mireille 0 Comments

And here I am again, posting, writing and I still don't know how to express my emotions. It is difficult, especially when it comes to the people in your environment like your friends or your family. But I also know that everyone has to take their life into their own hands. Sure, we doubt and it is only natural to hesitate when it comes to acting, because it is usually safer when you just stand still. But that's not the right way to accomplish things. Even if you think you are gonna suffocate when you try to utter even one word and even if you have trouble talking, because your throat is all dry from crying and shouting, you have to shout, you have to tell others what you've hidden in your heart all along. Otherwise they won't know what's wrong.

Many just say nothing and tell themselves that nobody understands them even though it isn't true! You have to speak up, you have to talk to be heard, to be understood and to be looked at. Others can't read your mind as good as you can, because the thoughts flow through your head, not through theirs. That is one thing I've come to understand. When I was smaller I was clinging to that saying that your friends and your family should know you fairly well. Yes, so well that they'll understand you without words. Of course there are people who can communicate even without words, still you can't expect to find someone who understands you completely all the time. People who understand you even without words are extremely rare. That's why we treasure them so much. But we can't expect that from everyone. We have to talk, to communicate and to decide. We can't hide all the time. We have to stand up and live our life the best way we can.

And I for myself would like to try a new and fresh start. I want to be myself, I want to say what I have to say and I won't live my life standing still anymore. I will move, no, I will run. I'll run to the end of the world if necessary. I want to make myself a better human. I want to be stronger and in order to do so I am going to challenge my fears. I am not going to hide my true self any longer. Wish me luck.

And I am going to root for you. I hope you've found or will find the way you want to walk down in your life and all the best to you! Please stay safe and sound.

Posted on 12 Jul 2010 by Mireille 4 Comments

Well, I know it is reaaaaaally late, but I just wanted to let you know that my birthday was like...one month ago! xD Yeah, I know that's kind of su~per late, but I got this wonderful gift from a friend of mine and wanted to show it to you as well (Yeah, I actually just want to brag xD). Anyway, I am sorry for not posting that often, but there aren't that many visitors so I tend to forget about Drown-Fairytale. If you want me to update this site more often then you have to leave some comments! Otherwise I won't know if you are even interested in reading these things or not ^^ You know, I am one of the lazy type so I need some kind of push from the readers to keep going.

Well, well, my birthday...I got a lot of presents from my friends and my room's so green right now. As soon as I said that I liked flowers everyone I know just keeps giving them to me xD'' I think sometime my whole room will turn into a big jungle. Let's hope that the dangerous animals won't find their way to Germany ._.''

Oh, yeah, about the graphics updates....Next time ;D And might also post some kind of poem. After all I started writing again ^O^

And here's the masterpiece my friend Celeste gave to me (Beware of its beauty. It's so dazzling that even I needed sunglasses so that I wouldn't turn blind):



And that's all you'll hear today. Wish you a wonderful day (even in this heat) and just stay healthy :3

Yours, Mireille